God cannot speak, only guide
but it’s like guiding blind men
you cannot tell them what they see
and first you must build a man
to make him a man
so that he may see

Eric Dawson 18/01/2018


The Solution to the Incoming Over-Population Crisis

“The total land surface area of Earth is about 57,308,738 square miles, of which about 33% is desert and about 24% is mountainous. Subtracting this uninhabitable 57% (32,665,981 mi2) from the total land area leaves 24,642,757 square miles or 15.77 billion acres of habitable land.”

The Earth’s homosapien population has doubled in the past forty years so that currently there is only two acres of land for each person. To use that land would require us to destroy the rest of our nature and put houses on it. Theoretically the number of homosapiens should increase exponentially; there are many souls coming to Earth to live in bodies with feelings and hearts which take a lot to sustain.

The rich will want to cull your children or sterilize them or only allow the ones they think should be given life to be born. A sick unhealthy future for us. This is inevitable according to the rich.

Our current system of survival is you have to earn to survive or else you should be poor and die off because you can’t afford life. In the future most of the population of homosapiens will be very poor as there will be no work for them to do even if they want to work. Machines take the load of many, that is how they are designed. All the homes are built already, there really wont be much work for your children to do.

Already the rich are trying to starve others out by taking away welfare money and medicine., we’re doomed to a nazi future before we even have the chance to colonize other worlds.

But don’t worry, it’s not that bad. The only issue we have is the rich are stupid and short thinking. There is an easy solution to their wretched hatred of humanity being present. Simply put, we build and build smarter not stupider.

We are on the dawn of nanotechnology where we will be able to create anything we want; almost like magic. To help this along we actually need a huge population. There is strength in numbers. For us to be strong we need the financial system to work which requires there to be public works which employ builders and all of those who support them with food and medicine, love, a life worth living. Having something to work on is positive for all.

The simple solution to allow us to not end up like baby hating nazis is to build on the places nobody builds. There is loads of room for everyone Earth and their offspring. Although obviously most of it is sea or desert. Space we don’t care about currently. We think to live there is impossible; however it’s merely just a challenge and we are pretty capable of making a home there.

In desert land you could simply build underground where it is cooler and use the power of the sun via shaded skylight windows to feed crops and gain masses of electrical energy. Then all you will require is water and soil. There’s lots of soil around already that nobody needs and the oceans are literally flooded with water.

All you would need to do is purify the seawater and create a closed system of water recycling as there is already on spaceship technology currently. Since a desert city would be underneath the surface that would be efficient to accomplish.

But why stop there? People would end up having to live lower and lower into the Earth and the poor would never see the sunshine. So build on the oceans. An oil rig survives fine on stilts. A lot of the ocean is within reach of stilts that we can manufacture in shallower water. Many stilts would make it strong and not at risk from the tides. Water recycling may be simpler as you are above a direct source of water. We would just need to be able to purify it which we know how to do already with condensation and a sheet of plastic.

Simple as that we have a future worth giving life for.

Eric Dawson 30th December 2017


They say that ‘God moves in mysterious ways’. Meaning that life is controlled and has to be this way for a reason, God’s reason, the Meaning of Life. Theoretically all of us are the same age as God . All matter and energy is eternal because it cannot be created or destroyed only change forms.

So we were always here together, all sentience, all of life, all of matter. The only time has always been this instant. If our brain chemicals travelled slower time would seem faster because our clocks move at a certain rate due to where we are and how we are moving. The experience of time with a past present and future is like an illusion. It is just how we comprehend it.

We have free will here and our decisions change the course of our fates together. Yet when we share the same universe every single thing we do affects each other greatly. We are composed of this universe be it metals, proteins, energy. We are all the same in this way or rather share the same bond.

But look how desperate survival of life is, we kill each other every day and have done for eternity because life isn’t finished yet. It’s more of a desperate battle of a scientific experiment to survive at the moment. Though don’t worry, it is not as bad as it seems.

You can’t get something out of nothing. Somehow we gained minds and a universe to live in. That somehow was much life and death beforehand from bacteria to human and we are still here, in the now, in the eternal. Currently I have a human body that is not to say that was the beginning of my energy’s experiences.

Stuck in time, together we change the string of events but given the same stimulus we will always make the same decisions. So even though we have free will we are creating fate. Because we always make the same fate then everything is already decided.

The life we are witnessing and being a part of is the unfolding of that. It doesn’t feel very good a lot of the time because everyone here is faulty. Our bodies require death, of our food and us. It is competition which we need to go through and through these chain of lives the universe gains entities, it gains us, individual conscience entities. We are points of reference with personalities inside a soup of energy and matter.

So if everything has been fated, then the future has already happened and will always be that way. Which means the universe is like a fractal image. It is infinitely complex and goes on forever. If you put an infinite number into a very long calculator and read it to the end; that is how life is. We are reading something to the end but we know it is eternal.

This does give us free will still to make this fractal or number however we want yet it will always be the same result. The sentience we gained from living in this loop of life gives us independent will power. Our energy actually experiences life when mixed with the matter of our flesh. In death that energy that has experienced will be fated to want to experience again.

Together the circle of life is creating bodies that we actually want. To perfect the technology of flesh and metal machines. Bodies where we don’t have to die or kill. Bodies we want in the shapes we want designed for the heaven we want after having to live for eternity as a gnat or a lizard. It’s got to be worth it for us and we want everything we need to be happy together.

Which is a lot apparently, we need to sustain ourselves without killing everyone else, be it chicken or human. We want to remove envy from our lives. We need a childhood that makes us who we wish to become when we make the technology advances to live forever.

We wish to make heaven here and it has been hard work. We are all the same age in our souls, all life here must be. If we die we lose our bodies and wouldn’t be able to think or feel. We would become one with the rest of the universe and be one with the awe of infinity until we were drawn again into a life that we want to live.

Why do we want to live it? Because we can see that it’s going to work out fine in the end. Heaven cannot be what we experience when we die. It’s here we want to put the heaven because life could be so wonderful for everything. So that when we die we can see the eternal fractal future as a blissful one hard earned by all. Washed clean of the suffering and be an eternity worth living in forever as someone we want to be forever. With others we want to be with forever.

One where we don’t have to suffer to survive and will live forever. It is the Meaning of Life, it is our purpose and the purpose of the universe. The universe is God, all the matter and energy and us too. We are all the same stuff though independently we’re heading towards a future where we can live inside time comfortably and with good health without dire threat of being torn apart by each other. Why else would energy be so desperate to live? Because it knows life is worth it.

Life is not what it seems and your soul is destined for what we all want, it makes life worth it and we gain identities and free will as we all work together set to succeed one day no matter if we fail in this life. It was fated that we were going to fail yet we still have free will and are eternal beings so eventually we will get what we need if we keep working together until there is no need for envy for all of us are ok. Eventually all of us are going to be ok together it is our destiny and our combined will.

Eric Dawson 26th November 2017

The Root of all Evil

I’ve written in the past about how people getting rich destroys much because of the way it bends people’s minds until they end up worshipping the rich person with servitude. A very unhealthy setup as it is not often down to a person’s good points that they become wealthy. Overall, a really weird system that often brings the quality of life here down for most whilst a few reap the rewards.

The monetary system brings out our survival instincts. As highly evolved beings of nature we are as nature acts because we exploit anything we can. It is who we are. The reason Russia did not live in a utopia during communism might be that we can bribe a person with threats and power or with a hundred sheep; just as easily as with money tokens.

Money used to be real. It used to merely be a bartering tool with the coins made out of precious metals. Nowadays we use the precious metals and have replaced them with tokens basically. Tokens of want. As pieces of paper, scrap metal or digits on a screen they are an imaginary means of bartering.

We can use them to barter and be accepted for all available wants and needs. It’s completely dehumanizing ourselves from what we physically do for each other. To a person who doesn’t know anything about money, for example. If they watched your home they would see people sending/giving you electricity, gasses, water, technology, beds, clothing. Many finished works by the hands of many other people.

It can be a really comfortable system for some. Yet the system has no safety for us as a species. To have the current system then if you can’t work or can’t find work then the species and their system is designed to take away that technology and shut down those gasses and water. Presumably to let that useless person die off. But it’s all because of money so we don’t have to think about it.

At the moment there appears to be no government incentive to take care of such people when those very same bankrupt people may have voted in that government. Having such a safety net would take away a lot of destroyed lives and desperation For example less people would probably be forced to sell their body for sex. It would become a more wholesome world, a system we really need.

Having the choice to not work is the entire idea behind technology. Our governments don’t appear to understand that a machine bears the load of many. Sure there is still work to be done to operate the machine. Though there are always going to be less jobs. Yet the capitalist economy is set up so if you don’t have a job you have to go live on the streets and have no buying power. The owner of the machine gets all the buying power which lead to our system with one percent owning the collected tokens of want of all the other ninety-nine percent, a top-heavy system where the majority have no say.

The only solution to our predicament is better government to control the way the financial system affects their constituents. Yet how can we have honest government officials when nobody can be trusted not to become a sell-out or not to succumb to coercion? Currently politics around the world is all about what corruption the officials can achieve and not lose their personal wealth or standing. Which is very easy to do as the votes of a few bribed politicians is all it takes to change laws and society for the worst.

If we’re determined to keep democracy and money then the only way to keep a realistic sensible government would be to take the influence of our top heavy capitalist system away from those who make decisions regarding the lives of people. The only way to do that is to make all the politicians un-bribable, the only way to do that is to take the ability to bribe them away.

At the moment if you bribe a politician with campaign funding or whatever you wish to call it then they can be shown to the person paying the bribe to have fulfilled their contract when they vote in parliament or the senate. If the votes on issues of all elected members of government were by secret ballot and all issues had to be voted yes or no by all elected members in government. Then the people wishing to financially exert influence and distort the proper systems of government will no longer know who to bribe. Even if they did bribe many of them the politicians would still be able to vote privately against the decision.

Apparently there are so many acts of government that it is impossible for politicians to read them all before voting upon them. This is obviously designed to increase bribes because it makes it so easy for the bribe to place malevolent law against the greater good of the government’s people. To have a less corrupt system they will obviously need to slow the list of new acts down because it’s incompetent to vote for things you don’t understand.

Which as an economist would tell you is the entire reason we have a government. Because the average person if given the vote are not trusted to do anything but vote for a better decision maker for them. You simply cannot blindly vote in new law when you don’t have a clue of the consequences. They are being paid to make informed decisions yet currently they don’t care to. If someone in a different line of work were so negligent or found to have been bribed or coerced they would lose their job as they are not doing what they are paid to do and end up homeless.

If government were to work in this way then we wouldn’t have to make severe changes to the capitalist system. Everyone would still be free to be workaholic money making addicts yet they would have to do that within a country where the government is hard to corrupt. You would have to bribe or threaten all the officials of every party present in order to sway the vote which could not be guaranteed due to the freedom of the secret ballot.

It appears to be the best way forward.

Eric Dawson 18th October 2017

Crazy Guts

After reading this charming article about gut bacteria which eat the GABA neurotransmitter I had a vague theory which upon investigation may not be too far from the mark. Apparently GABA is an important chemical for a lot of the body. There is some debate as to whether or not it can pass through the blood brain barrier. If it could then a body with gut bacteria who eat GABA may take the GABA from the brain or prevent resupply of GABA to the brain in order to share it with other organs that need it,

Which would leave a brain dominant in Glutamate brain chemicals which could produce hallucinations and madness, ‘Glutamate works not only as a point-to-point transmitter, but also through spill-over synaptic crosstalk between synapses in which summation of glutamate released from a neighboring synapse creates extrasynaptic signaling/volume transmission.’ GABA is a calming neurotransmitter, a body lacking in it could cause anxiety via the para-sympathetic “fight or flight” nervous response via the gut-brain axis.

‘The gut flora itself appears to function like an endocrine organ.’ ‘More than 90% of the body’s serotonin lies in the gut, as well as about 50% of the body’s dopamine and the dual function of these neurotransmitters is an active part of gut-brain research.’ If the balance of the bacteria that produce and feed off these neurotransmitters is lost all hell could break loose.

Another article I read lately was about how Schizophrenics are shown to have degrading amounts of gray brain matter over time. That could be caused by a loss of GABA leaving mostly Glutamate which ‘could cause neuronal damage or death through excitotoxicity’ and ‘Schizophrenia patients tend to have reduced GABA concentration in areas of their brain’.

My vague theory is if the gut has GABA eating bacteria in a hereditary genius person there will be more GABA produced for the genetic size of brain so the gut bacteria that eat it will always have food. The Glutamate remains alone unchecked by GABA’s balancing effects producing insanity and gray matter loss.

A bipolar person in this respect would be someone near genius who can maintain a critical amount of GABA eating gut bacteria yet their population in the gut fluctuates as phages manage to dominate and wipe them out. Which leaves the bipolar person with extra GABA in the body and increasing levels of GABA in the brain which leads to a high that is manic due to the previous excess of Glutamate still in prevalence. Which is then followed by the GABA eating bacteria regrowing in the absence of the strain dependant bacteria eating phage viruses as said phages exhausted their food supply and died. Which may lead to a depressed state of insanity as the body is again starved of GABA yet not to the degree of a regular schizophrenic who’s strong supply of GABA is always being eaten by gut bacteria which maintains the state of imbalance permanently.

To test this theory one could boost the amount of GABA artificially with the Russian invented drug Picamilon on a delusional Schizophrenic and see if it causes a temporary recovery.
I myself am now experimenting with a probiotic full of gut calming and brain chemical boosting bacteria.


Eric Dawson 20th September 2017
P.S. If you are likewise effected by schizophrenia or bi-polar please take in mind the above information is untested, theoretical and may be inaccurate.


Do you want to live forever? The rules of this place seem to be that nothing can be destroyed, only change forms. So if there were any energy circling round your mind then it cannot be destroyed but it can lose the circuits it runs on when the body dies.

Life has always seemed to me to be somewhat of a cosmic joke. We run around obsessed with money and fashion whilst true awe occurs all around us. With our low moods and limited senses we miss out on most of life. We get accustomed to this amazing experience and then completely ignore it.

The Universe is incredibly old. In the great scheme of things our individual lives are as infinitesimally important as a gnat on a dog’s back. We are very small and live for a brief while. Yet it is quite a feat to live out a full life here. Things get desperate fast. If there are any aliens they are not backing us up and neither are any gods.

Almost every logic points towards a fact that we’re here as accidentally created biological robots, we are the first to survive here because it’s so difficult and that’s the end of the story.

Now it has long been my knowledge that there is no such force as evil because to be evil as opposed to deranged requires the ability to think above the deranged patterns of thought and gain wisdom. No wise being would act like a deranged person for the thrills. Wise people are not wolves amongst sheep but leaders of their fellow sheep/wolves. To look above the deranged it’s plain to see that we are a bioshphere all working together to make life happen in this part of eternity.

Time is only registered by movement of chemicals in our brain; without movement we couldn’t comprehend as the energy and blood in our minds wouldn’t flow. Eternity is all the movements made in the Universe up until now.

Judging by how epic an amount of space and movement there has been so far it seems very unlikely that we are the very first to breath the air and swim in the sea without complete ignorance of what we were, how to think and talk.

What if in a previous life we were born into bodies that did not die of old age, as aliens. How long before you would all become wise and live in harmony? Most importantly how utterly boring would it be to live for ten thousand years? How long before all become fed up, depressed, bored? How long would it take for all creativity to be played out and boring, humor lost?

How long before we became so bland that for any self who lived for a very long time started to lust after a new beginning. Fashion, money; even pain could be lusted after by such a bored self.

So it is vaguely possible that life on Earth is where the eternal go to live and experience in a game which is real. Our lives could be missions we put ourselves on in order to reshape our character and gain insight into played-out, bored topics. All we have to do is cut our energy off from any memory circuits we have and join with a fetus.

If pain and suffering were considered easily tolerable by our souls and life here was not the end of the journey but a team effort then life here could easily be part of a cosmic joke. Yet for anyone who has lived here it is also a mission of attrition. Likely it is fundamentally worth the struggle for the burst of life inside a tired eternity.

Eric Dawson 22nd/August/2017

Regarding Democracy:

It just came to mind that the smoking bans are a result of lack of belief in any form of afterlife.
People who don’t believe in anything fear death and then they project that onto me who doesn’t think this is all there is in the universe. Then they eat meat also which is plain cruel if you don’t respect the cow and her sacrifice.
Then my freedoms are taken away because we live in a monarchial society where paid for stooges make all the decisions, the fake government own the mint and you need to earn constantly to survive.
I cannot yet live outside of the UK because I need their meds to keep my faulty brain working, which is a pain in the ass though the alternative of being crazy all the time is not a good one so woo breakthrough in science \o/.
I can’t sustain myself anywhere but here basically because of this situation I was born into. I’m stuck! That is my sacrifice.

The current situation of humanity is a fucking stupid situation full of lies and half truths to one another and much global insanity. If you educate a child with insane thoughts as that this state is “normal” then it just rolls on another generation.
It is amazing how many will take money to come after you if you threaten their jobs for not doing that. It was me Verses about 16 nurses one day in hospital and all I wanted was to calmly smoke a cigarette. Instead they had me jumping over bushes, making displays of violence, running and using psychological warfare tactics until security turned up and calmed the situation by letting me have a cigarette.

So how do you make decisions that affect your life in such a monarchial society? You simply don’t. It is all done for you and those making the decisions are poor hacks with weak ideology. As is proven by the poor quality of life many of us suffer.
The only way to stop that trend is to have an effective welfare system. Currently if you don’t fight the innocent smoker for their rights then you lose your job and get to be homeless in a country full of empty houses.
So there really will never be any way to effectively protest as your kids will starve and not even have toys.
You can’t vote your way out of it as democracy is a fucking joke. The politicians take away more than they give and they bullshit all in your mind to rationalize it with the media. You’re educated to believe in bullshit and why wouldn’t you believe it as it comes from the highest source we have.

We’re stuck, basically. We shouldn’t be so consumed with wars and hatred globally. We should be concerned with the animals we took the life of to throw in our guts and to turn that energy into something positive, a future that is not stuck.
We need to be safe. Which means we shouldn’t have to work to survive, especially when we have so many computers and robots that we don’t need to.
When we have the fallback of proper welfare if you are unemployed then we will be free to think and learn and develop; we will even have the safety to question the decisions of our own leaders. People will become self-empowered and self-controlled. Life may even become fun for the billions compared to the few.

We could choose to globally unify or not, we could choose to allow each other freedoms or not. There’s many advantages to making unemployed people financially and medically safe such as for example if you take a ghetto type place in the USA. The forward thinking people there spend all their time working shitty jobs whilst the rest who cannot get a job end up in the drug life. Now imagine if the forward thinking people of the community had time to instead work to help the community’s issues and keep people sane, safe, the children protected from addictions. It’s a better scenario.
This is not how it is now, it is a system where atheist, deranged, drugged up lunatics get worshipped by the people they pay to serve them as they make laws to drive the masses to suffer. We shouldn’t be listening to them, yet humans are so scared of losing their advantage financially they still do.

The people who make the decisions do not know any better than you or me what to do. They probably just make it up as they go along as so many do. They’re obviously psychopathically insane or else why be so harsh on your own people?
Though apparently a psychopath is near unable to understand why they should care about what other people suffer compared to their own feelings which are all about them and their own successes and highs. Which leaves us at a point where our leaders are actually our enemies because they care not for us.
For example, why would you spin propaganda Verses honesty to those you lead? You want your people to be stupid and lost or to be strong and wise? There are numerous examples of false documentation of real life events in newspapers and on television. All paid for by our enemies, the minority. I assume their only thrill in life could be to wrangle more non-psychopaths to do their bidding than their competitors.

The democratic system results in a battle between two main parties because only one can be the winner and there’s no point in number three. Yet after one of the two has been chosen how can anyone automatically be held accountable for just one of the decisions ruled in by that government as they had no say in the discussion or voting for the decision.
It’s a famed and utterly flawed system which has left us vulnerable to being educated into bullshit beliefs in authority that really narrow down to being oppressed by your fellow human because they’re worried they’ll have to live on the street.
There’s no point in living life ignorant and chased by poverty. It all just ends in culls of the masses in big wars where the politicians of said war and their families only get safer and more control of the resources whilst your offspring in the services die or lose limbs.

So what is a reasonable way forward, for progression not endless cycles of bullshit violence? We must simply start with honesty.
The decisions made should be explainable to the populace and none should be made in secret or with psychological sales and “spin” (bullshit) added to them. Their honesty should be accepted without retribution as we are one to another just trying to make headway in life. We’re all just conscious minds mistakes are inevitable.
The next step is for the power to vote for none of the political parties to be a statement that you don’t agree with either of them and wish for them to do better as in work for what you want as a voter not for what they want as a career/psychopath move. Without the ‘none of the above’ option in the ballot box then there is as is now no free market/incentive to do better/point in voting at all/public demands to be met for all politicians currently employed right now.

The fact there is no ‘none of the above’ option on ballets currently means literally and logically that we have no actual politicians.
Which is probably why we are not as happy as we could be with a proper system of government.

Eric William Dawson 21st May 2017