They say that ‘God moves in mysterious ways’. Meaning that life is controlled and has to be this way for a reason, God’s reason, the Meaning of Life. Theoretically all of us are the same age as God . All matter and energy is eternal because it cannot be created or destroyed only change forms.

So we were always here together, all sentience, all of life, all of matter. The only time has always been this instant. If our brain chemicals travelled slower time would seem faster because our clocks move at a certain rate due to where we are and how we are moving. The experience of time with a past present and future is like an illusion. It is just how we comprehend it.

We have free will here and our decisions change the course of our fates together. Yet when we share the same universe every single thing we do affects each other greatly. We are composed of this universe be it metals, proteins, energy. We are all the same in this way or rather share the same bond.

But look how desperate survival of life is, we kill each other every day and have done for eternity because life isn’t finished yet. It’s more of a desperate battle of a scientific experiment to survive at the moment. Though don’t worry, it is not as bad as it seems.

You can’t get something out of nothing. Somehow we gained minds and a universe to live in. That somehow was much life and death beforehand from bacteria to human and we are still here, in the now, in the eternal. Currently I have a human body that is not to say that was the beginning of my energy’s experiences.

Stuck in time, together we change the string of events but given the same stimulus we will always make the same decisions. So even though we have free will we are creating fate. Because we always make the same fate then everything is already decided.

The life we are witnessing and being a part of is the unfolding of that. It doesn’t feel very good a lot of the time because everyone here is faulty. Our bodies require death, of our food and us. It is competition which we need to go through and through these chain of lives the universe gains entities, it gains us, individual conscience entities. We are points of reference with personalities inside a soup of energy and matter.

So if everything has been fated, then the future has already happened and will always be that way. Which means the universe is like a fractal image. It is infinitely complex and goes on forever. If you put an infinite number into a very long calculator and read it to the end; that is how life is. We are reading something to the end but we know it is eternal.

This does give us free will still to make this fractal or number however we want yet it will always be the same result. The sentience we gained from living in this loop of life gives us independent will power. Our energy actually experiences life when mixed with the matter of our flesh. In death that energy that has experienced will be fated to want to experience again.

Together the circle of life is creating bodies that we actually want. To perfect the technology of flesh and metal machines. Bodies where we don’t have to die or kill. Bodies we want in the shapes we want designed for the heaven we want after having to live for eternity as a gnat or a lizard. It’s got to be worth it for us and we want everything we need to be happy together.

Which is a lot apparently, we need to sustain ourselves without killing everyone else, be it chicken or human. We want to remove envy from our lives. We need a childhood that makes us who we wish to become when we make the technology advances to live forever.

We wish to make heaven here and it has been hard work. We are all the same age in our souls, all life here must be. If we die we lose our bodies and wouldn’t be able to think or feel. We would become one with the rest of the universe and be one with the awe of infinity until we were drawn again into a life that we want to live.

Why do we want to live it? Because we can see that it’s going to work out fine in the end. Heaven cannot be what we experience when we die. It’s here we want to put the heaven because life could be so wonderful for everything. So that when we die we can see the eternal fractal future as a blissful one hard earned by all. Washed clean of the suffering and be an eternity worth living in forever as someone we want to be forever. With others we want to be with forever.

One where we don’t have to suffer to survive and will live forever. It is the Meaning of Life, it is our purpose and the purpose of the universe. The universe is God, all the matter and energy and us too. We are all the same stuff though independently we’re heading towards a future where we can live inside time comfortably and with good health without dire threat of being torn apart by each other. Why else would energy be so desperate to live? Because it knows life is worth it.

Life is not what it seems and your soul is destined for what we all want, it makes life worth it and we gain identities and free will as we all work together set to succeed one day no matter if we fail in this life. It was fated that we were going to fail yet we still have free will and are eternal beings so eventually we will get what we need if we keep working together until there is no need for envy for all of us are ok. Eventually all of us are going to be ok together it is our destiny and our combined will.

Eric Dawson 26th November 2017



Do you want to live forever? The rules of this place seem to be that nothing can be destroyed, only change forms. So if there were any energy circling round your mind then it cannot be destroyed but it can lose the circuits it runs on when the body dies.

Life has always seemed to me to be somewhat of a cosmic joke. We run around obsessed with money and fashion whilst true awe occurs all around us. With our low moods and limited senses we miss out on most of life. We get accustomed to this amazing experience and then completely ignore it.

The Universe is incredibly old. In the great scheme of things our individual lives are as infinitesimally important as a gnat on a dog’s back. We are very small and live for a brief while. Yet it is quite a feat to live out a full life here. Things get desperate fast. If there are any aliens they are not backing us up and neither are any gods.

Almost every logic points towards a fact that we’re here as accidentally created biological robots, we are the first to survive here because it’s so difficult and that’s the end of the story.

Now it has long been my knowledge that there is no such force as evil because to be evil as opposed to deranged requires the ability to think above the deranged patterns of thought and gain wisdom. No wise being would act like a deranged person for the thrills. Wise people are not wolves amongst sheep but leaders of their fellow sheep/wolves. To look above the deranged it’s plain to see that we are a bioshphere all working together to make life happen in this part of eternity.

Time is only registered by movement of chemicals in our brain; without movement we couldn’t comprehend as the energy and blood in our minds wouldn’t flow. Eternity is all the movements made in the Universe up until now.

Judging by how epic an amount of space and movement there has been so far it seems very unlikely that we are the very first to breath the air and swim in the sea without complete ignorance of what we were, how to think and talk.

What if in a previous life we were born into bodies that did not die of old age, as aliens. How long before you would all become wise and live in harmony? Most importantly how utterly boring would it be to live for ten thousand years? How long before all become fed up, depressed, bored? How long would it take for all creativity to be played out and boring, humor lost?

How long before we became so bland that for any self who lived for a very long time started to lust after a new beginning. Fashion, money; even pain could be lusted after by such a bored self.

So it is vaguely possible that life on Earth is where the eternal go to live and experience in a game which is real. Our lives could be missions we put ourselves on in order to reshape our character and gain insight into played-out, bored topics. All we have to do is cut our energy off from any memory circuits we have and join with a fetus.

If pain and suffering were considered easily tolerable by our souls and life here was not the end of the journey but a team effort then life here could easily be part of a cosmic joke. Yet for anyone who has lived here it is also a mission of attrition. Likely it is fundamentally worth the struggle for the burst of life inside a tired eternity.

Eric Dawson 22nd/August/2017


History has left quite a mess, using money as a form of trade has caused many issues. It sort of works as a system but not half as well as it could work if the system were more designed to represent who we basically are as people. Many think we are doomed, we have almost started a nuclear holocaust a few times just from a few accidents.

But why save the world? We are all born into a monetary society as independents so we like to save only our independent selves when we grow up. Making the rest of the world better is a waste of time. It’s a lofty ideal for hippies and people wasting their lives. This is how we think, it’s almost logical.

Yet when you think about it, saving the world is good for you. Working towards working together to make life good for everything here is actually a win win win situation. For a start, say you were religious and are heading for the afterlife one day. When there you would still think of planet Earth and how well it was doing. God would also be interested in planet Earth and the life there also.

If you were Buddhist you would be coming back to planet Earth so you would be very concerned how good life there is. In fact everyone who is spiritual in any way would benefit greatly from life on Earth being positive and not a harsh struggle in a savage environment. We lived here once at least and we forever will remain connected to what happened here when we lived and what happens afterwards.

If the world was doing its best to be positive and healthy for all who live there then I assume our souls would appreciate that. So if Earth was an awesome place to live for all then it’s a great win win win situation that lasts forever for your immortal soul.

Say if you were deeply Atheist, why on Earth would you want to save the world when you could be only saving yourself? Because you live here! If you see problems with the world and ignore them. Then for your entire life those problems will likely still be there. Lives are longer than you think.

If we are really accidentally conscious lifeforms stuck in a twist of fate then the logical course of action would be to make life better for ourselves to minimize our suffering throughout our lifetimes. Yet survival here is a team effort even with the use of money to make it work. The source that feeds us survival (everybody else) can also work against us. If everyone just works for themselves then the source that feeds us has no cause to not work against us. As mathematically proven if we work for ourselves and the benefit of the group we are in then all benefit, the group you belong in is the conscious lifeforms group.

For Atheists all that they will ever be is the change they made to matter and energy here, their surviving offspring and the thrill of their once existence here. I’m saying that if they lived for the positivity of all as well as themselves then them and Atheists all over the world would have a better experience throughout their entire lives. Working just for yourself is great but what if you lose your strength to old age? Then others will exploit your weakness in such a competitive society, such as happens in the Western World where old people are exploited for their money and rejected from modern society.

Atheist society should be good for Atheists so it would be a win to help the group as well as yourself. The Atheist offspring are their future and they will be left independent to survive in the group the parents made better or worse, that is the legacy. Religious society is eternal in the soul so they should focus on the quality of life here for an eternal positivity rather than regret or fear. Basically for everyone there is no logical sense to making the world worse when we could make it better because at the end of the day we’re stuck with it. Anyone who knowingly makes the world worse is either wrong/inaccurate or deeply insane or deeply insane because their head is full of wrong. Making life better for all is a Meaning of Life that makes sense for each of us.

Eric Dawson 16th August 2016

The Self, Society and the Soul

I read all my writings and find they are quite hard to read and probably to understand also. Many are just plain rants. So I tried to abbreviate all of it into one work. It is available in audio also via this link

1. The Self

So the world seems doomed. What if though it wasn’t? We percieve it with the eyes of our minds and judge it with our emotions. When I say the eyes of our minds I mean that we don’t take it at face value. What is one brief look at a situation? It’s only a small glance. To be able to understand what you saw in one brief glance can take lifetimes.
We rely on our senses to take in what is around us so that we can understand it. Though the more you work on learning to understand more of what you see the more you can see. We as a part of this Universe need to also be able to cope and function inside it so we really see very little and are able to comprehend with our minds very little of what we see and feel.
If i were to tell you that you and everything around you is so amazing and so awe inspiring that it would leave you in a constant state of astonishment would you believe me? Well it is and you can see that too. It’s just a matter of learning to think outside your normal patterns of thought for a while.
If you were to look at any room on planet Earth for example, even the most basic room then there is awe and wonder there and you, as the most intelligent thing in that room are tuned out so that you don’t notice it. Why? Because you need to survive the room so cannot be distracted.
For a start the room is moving through space at a fast rate as it orbits the sun.  The entire room is moving, inside the movement all the things in the air things are moving too. Each breath drawn in and out sends many many air particles off on new courses around the room and around the world.
The air is also full of signals and data being sent, awash with images and sounds you cannot even see. Similarly you can’t see the lives of all the tiny insects and bacteria that live there, leading full lives. The fabric of the room is also hard to see, trillions of variations, compositions and textures all in the shape of one boring room.
Then there’s the History of the entire room, what happened to each bit of it to make it there to become part of a boring room. If there is metal in the room, it was once under the earth in a rock and people came and dug it up , bringing it to the surface and refining the metals until it was formed into a part of the room.
In order for there to be metal in the room many breakthroughs in mining technology had to be reached. Which in turn relied upon breakthroughs in farming, to feed the workers and the economy to make the workers want to mine.  Wars had to be fought in order for the miners to be free to work.
Everything in the room all has a shared History that relied on what really happened on Earth to have happened the way it did. Likewise it all relied on the History of the entire Universe to have happened smoothly and exactly the way it did. Everything effects and relies upon everything else and so do you.
A person in a room has a mind to perceive the room and an identity as a member of the Universe the room is a part of. Everything inside them relied on countless years of natural selection, very many births, lives and deaths make up their history. They are creatures who have evolved all the abilities they need to be able to change things based on thought rather than random trial and error.
All that has a History too, anything made with technology in the room has a history that goes back to the first stone handaxe made. But say the person in the boring room didn’t make the room themselves and they don’t care what did. Just to do that their evolved body is sending masses of information back and forth inside.
Each word, thought and the ability to remember the word goes right back to the first person to understand the meaning of the word and the first memory retention ability formed on Earth. As much as we feel we are alone we are in fact deeply interconnected with everything that ever there was and everything that ever there will be.
Like ‘The Butterfly Effect’ thinking where each beat of a butterfly’s wing could spread out into a storm on the other side of the world. The same way, every single thing that happens to the person and that the person does spreads out and is connected with the History of everything that is in the Universe. The difference being is that the person can choose what to do. They have a willpower and information that helps them choose how to act.

But what if that information is not clear, then they don’t know how to act properly so they resort back to trial and error to satisfy any needs or wants they have. If they find something that works then they’ll stick to it until it doesn’t. Which is a pretty good explanation of all of human History. It just happened the way it did because it was the best idea at the time.
Our History is a horrid mess of war against each other and against other species such as viruses. Any security to stop and think is relatively new to us. We have mostly either been lost in prayer for a better day or working for a better day. Survival here is cut-throat and desperate for wild animals. We live in the same state yet we have each other to help us survive and so forget about the risks.
We have the first major safe breathing room and the first set of scientific facts to try to understand within that breathing room. Everything has been so busy just trying to get us to a point where we had time to relax around a campfire at night and share ideas. It still is busy, just to maintain what we have takes a lot of work. We work so we don’t have to feel the reality that life is cut-throat and desperate, that we could die of thirst after a couple of days without clean drinking water.
What better to do with this earned opportunity than to use it to assess what blind trial and error lead us to. Then to use it as a guideline to start to do what we really want to do and have always wanted to do. To turn Earth into a paradise without true nightmares for our young to grow up in safely and learn to enjoy.
People use the term ‘survival of the fittest’ and many people think this is the only path to follow because that’s all that ever has happened here. A successful changes in a species’ genes help them survive so that their offspring may survive whilst other species die out. Of course that’s a sensible course of action though the term ‘survival of the fittest’ is misleading.
Say if I thought I was the fittest i went and killed everybody else apart from a herd of cows and a childbearing woman. My genes would certainly then be called the fittest because they were the only ones left, apart from the cows of course who would outnumber humans and be the dominant species on Earth.
My offspring would end up interbred and insane. We basically wouldn’t survive without the support of many. If you are overly concerned with your genetics then think how did you take ownership of your genetics? One day you will die and your children may live on thanks to your desire to have sex. Though really the genes you own are the property of everything that came before them to make them. They are the universe’s not yours’.
All the ecosystem of Earth relies on each other for survival. Like we rely on grass growing to feed the cows. The grass relies on bacteria and worms and fertilizer. Everything in our Eco-system in some way relies on each other for survival. Only the fittest ecosystem is what becomes of survival of the fittest.
Considering that we ourselves have so far survived to be here after all the many things that came together to make us. Then we should not see ourselves as a mistake or a part of something negative. Not when we have this pause for thought. We are not really to blame for what we do when we don’t know any better and neither is the species.
Humans have limited perceptions of what we see and understand. We mostly focus on the worst parts of it too. We don’t hold dear memories of most of our life which was spent just doing everyday things. If you ignore all the bad memories and the good memories then most of your life was spent safely just living. Something amazing that we find so boring.
Likewise it was the same for most of the lives ever on Earth. Despite whatever grizzly deaths each life may have met the vastly predominant way of life has mostly been just living day to day and doing normal human, animal or insect type things. If they showed on the News all of the lives that went safely that day, then each day’s News would be so long nobody could ever take it all in. So most of life is at peace and always has been.
History and all the hard lives lead in it is only a recent thing when you consider how long the Universe has been moving around before there ever was a homosapien born. Before we turned to farming we were tribal and hunter-gatherers for most of the History of mankind. That’s nothing to be ashamed of. Yet we often feel negatively about our species after all the technology we made and what we put each other through to make it.
We give ourselves too much credit. The history of humans and the present state of humans can be a very bitter truth to swallow. Some of us have been monstrous to others for no reason at all.  Humans are born not knowing, are born ignorant. We adapt to any status quo so well because we are very good at accepting things for how they are.
We have the ability to adapt to any ideas we need to and since nobody has ever had all the right ideas. So people accept and adapt to the wrong ideas which could lead to anything, often horror and bloodshed.
The world is not how most of us want it to be which is not our fault it just happened that way and mistakes were made. Which is not to say the world could never become what we want it to be. As new lessons are being learned. It may all end up OK and this future we have made so far is not the pinnacle of it, just a traumatic time leading up to a better life.

Our opinions of the same occurrences on this planet in this universe differ greatly depending on who we are. Though at the end of the day each second happens only one way atomically so it has only one truth to it. A truth that might take us lifetimes to understand.  For understanding life is in itself a process.
We are not born automatically able to understand things let alone the meaning of the world and its events. Thankfully even if we live in a mentally restrictive society we can still think whatever we want to inside.  Though how free do you allow yourself to be in your mind? Thinking is a great adventure with many pitfalls.
Thinking about the world and its problems can make you very depressed even if it was all not your fault. If we take our heads out of the drama we can see that there are people suffering here. Everybody who isn’t happy and safe is suffering, if only from depression. There is little value in mourning the negative, the negative should be used only as a way to learn how to make things positive.
If we don’t like something then we need to understand why we don’t.  Many things upset us which are not actually an issue. Like homosexual people being a part of the species. Some people get wound up all their lives about that. But why? Well, someone called Leviticus wrote in a book once that they didn’t like the idea. Because most aren’t homosexual they went along with what was written. Then everyone lost the great value of having openly homosexual friends. Which are an essential part of a human tribe and make life easier for the heterosexual couples.
Our freedom of thought allows us to think our way straight into corruption and idiocy. It can lead us to make great mistakes and commit horrible acts. It can also make us very ill. Where we really need to begin our thoughts is to bring ourselves to the present moment and know that we may be wrong about something. It’s statistically more likely we are wrong about things than right as there are many guesses to only one truth. So let’s admit we could be wrong about everything we know.
To ‘know that we know nothing’ is a way of driving down our egos from thinking our first assumption to something may not actually be accurate. To know that you know nothing is known as the first step on the path to enlightenment and was thought of by Socrates. If you think in this way always then you are always open to being corrected if a better explanation comes along.
For to never be able to change your mind after having made a decision upon something makes you closed off from getting any nearer to the truth of events. You have decided and may be wrong. The essence of the issue being that to be able to rethink matters makes you a lot more intelligent. It also allows you to be able to discuss any matter without freaking out. It is mental leeway and only comes after you know that you know nothing.
If you are free to change your mind you have basically given yourself the freedom to think. You have allowed yourself to change your mind on anything you think you know. You are free to choose how you perceive yourself and the world and the heavens. But the ego will creep in again.
All we really hold of value within ourselves and for ourselves is the honesty we hold inside ourselves. Only we know what we really saw and felt each day. With life being complex and hard in current times it is easy to let a few lies to yourself slip in. Many people’s internal world is one of self-loathing or defending their inner voice from a constant internal feed of negativity. Whilst others big-up themselves internally all the time just to cope with being downgraded in life.
What we need to be is honest about ourselves and to ourselves about everything. What harm could it do? We need to realize we are a part of something much bigger where every life is equal. Internal honesty is a good start to any healthy thought process because when you can trust yourself inside without lying to yourself then you have a much more mental accuracy hence a greater chance of making better decisions.

Who do you blame for the problems you see honestly in your life is an important thing to think about. You can blame nasty people for giving you problems, or blame the drug-dealers or upbringing that made them grow to be nasty to you. You can blame your parents for dragging you into this world. You can blame God for not making life easy. You can blame yourself for your failings.
Really the blame game could go on forever and that is what makes the depressed so suicidal. They think they’ve been done wrong and are trapped in that state, wanting to die to get out of it. As long as you blame outside forces for the state you are in, even if they deserve the blame. Then you are not taking responsibility for yourself.
It’s scary to take responsibility for yourself. It’s always easier to think everything is something else’s mistake, even you. The fact is, you’re here you’re you. You’re as confused as the rest of us deep down and that is OK. Life isn’t ideal for many of us, even if we’re spoilt by riches it can still turn a person into a person they don’t want to be. We must accept who we are but do it in a non-fatalistic way. People do change, just many don’t want to try to.
Our freedom of thought and honesty of thought allows us to be able to change our minds, we can even change parts of ourselves. Though such processes take baby steps, many tiny steps towards a change in the self are needed before anything will change inside you, because you are telling your brain what you want and it adapts eventually in response to your continued willpower to try learn how to be that way if it is possible.
There are three steps to solving any problem. The first is admitting you have a problem which takes a lot of self-honesty, self-forgiveness and understanding. It is the hardest part of solving any problem. The second part of solving a problem is to figure out what to do about the problem. A step which requires great bravery and deep thought.
It is easy to come across great problems when thinking internally, what if you find you have some form of mental illness? Finding you have a neuroses or two is quite normal.  Thinking is hard work. Some develop irrational phobias about anything and everything that control their lives. Others obsess and worry about everything. Being revolted by germs for example and avoiding touching things or being terrified you left the stove on all night long and keeping having to check it.
You can become obsessed with food or your weight. The Ancient Greeks noted many many common irrational neuroses that minds still fall into as we as modern people have similar minds. The third step to solving a problem is to actually invoke the plan and do it. With baby steps many changes are possible within one’s internal world, we are more versatile than we think.
Of course some mental problems are more medical problems that cause mental problems. Schizophrenics genetically seem to give out too many brain chemicals which can cause all sorts of problems such as anxiety, hallucinations and psychosis. The problems go away when blockers are put on the brain cells to stop the chemicals getting in, as it is with anti-psychotic medication.
Many of us feel anxious such as when we are so stressed by our lives that the para-sympathetic nervous response kicks in and we have a panic/anxiety attack, the fight or flight response. Is that really insanity though? If we don’t feel them when we’re alone and at peace then they are a genuine response to a real situation.
However inconvenient it is the sub-conscious brain decides it’s time to leave and puts you through hell just to get out of that situation. Why does it do it? Because it can pick up on the fact that modern society is not quite right in the head and it is scary. It’s not what we’re used to genetically either, we’re used to the great outdoors and tribes not concrete jungles and solitude.
If you have ever found a trace of mental illness in yourself or some highly negative unwarranted thoughts. Then others are likely to have them too.  Those others may be reveling in them though we can’t make the world sane, just ourselves. That is our power and our freedom.
We are all our own worst enemy. When you accept responsibility for yourself then you can admit that. What we fear normally controls us more than we do ourselves. A nightmare dreamt is a realization of that. We are even running in our dreams. We run until we become confident and with enough self-esteem to turn and face all that we fear and face it down.
For what is there to fear? If we die we go whatever way trillions of people already have and perhaps either get reborn or go to some form of afterlife or are merely turned off and don’t have anything to worry about because we have no ability to worry any more. Monsters don’t live here apart from a few big animals and people don’t often need to fear them. The greatest monsters on Earth are viruses and bacteria and they don’t bear ill will, they just want to survive.
The closest thing we get to our nightmares are people who are lost in their heads attacking you for no reason. Because they’re so lost in their heads they like to. We fear going deeper into suffering from being attacked, though that fear is just there to remind you life is not safe, which it is not. But if you already know that then why do you need the fear to tell you that? Because it is better at controlling you than you are, it doesn’t trust your ability to be careful.
To be the master of your mind you need to face your internal fears down. To face your fear down successfully you can grow in strength and confidence. You can have the self-esteem that comes from being in control of yourself and not simply running from existence.

2. The Society

The past of course has already happened. All of the entire history of everything here came to make the history of the world and of people. It has left us in a strange status quo which was inevitable. We grow up in this status quo with imaginary borders all around the world which people have long fought for. It used to be their favorite game.
Also many religions have sprouted up trying to put answers to unanswerable questions at that time. Questions which people would have had to wonder about for their entire lives. Then money was in the mix too and so we’re brought into this universe as children surrounded by a huge information wall of inaccuracies and false advertising.
We grow up thinking a piece of cloth such as a flag is worth dying for. We grow up thinking foreigners are as different to us as aliens. We really see a difference between France and Germany because of this, as an example.  We see it vividly and feel the real difference between France and Germany, however they are the same land mass.
Our history has raised us to be racist basically. It has raised us to think other people are so different that they are a almost a different species. Yet if the French and Germans lived as one country, if the whole world did then how could we hate our own countrymen? Well we could not like them but what I’m trying to say is that we are all the same species and resident on the same planet.
Even if we were not the same species there is no reason to hate someone else just because they are different. Yet we are raised to do just that. Because history was such a mess of war and battles for money, we need our borders. We will need our borders for as long as we keep the ability to become a developed country to ourselves.
People raised hating others don’t naturally want to share with those from a poorer foreign country. If those people in the poorer country can’t afford the items in the rich country then they’re supposed to stay out in the cold. Just as the poor who live in the rich country are supposed to do.
We’re raised in the status quo to think that this is normal healthy behavior for us as a species. To basically hate our fellow man is considered normal, just as long as there’s a difference in accent or just a difference in clothes or hairstyle even. We were not born thinking that way we learned it.
We’re raised to think we were born in one country and therefore are a citizen of that country and owe it taxes and must pay its debts. We may also be born into a family that teaches us to be Muslim, Catholic or any of the religions available today. Which adds a lot more nonsense to what we’re taught to understand as life.
People grow up naturally accepting whatever state life is in at the time as normal and the status quo. This society makes people highly susceptible to manipulation to not even have a sane common-sense start to their lives but one of pure insane nonsense. People do use the shared madness to manipulate each one of us. The rich families basically want to stay rich so they organize society so that to speak out against the madness is considered madness. We are all raised to respect the rich as the leaders of society and not rock the boat of an already precarious seeming status quo where all our lives seem to always be on the line.
Exploitation is natural it seems as all species exploit any chances they get to eat food or gain territory. Humans as tame animals are just the same. Which is why it is important to have a frame of mind where you are not easily manipulated. For that you need to take your head out of all the brainwashing of life and see the facts of humanity for what they are. By doing that we can seal such holes in our armor that leave us vulnerable to exploitation and manipulation.

Currently most people have no clarity of thought and are totally sold to the dogma they are fed and they will even fight you for it, because they’re in so deep they can’t admit that they might be wrong, to fight you or argue with you for talking sense is easier. They fight for the sanity of the dollar. That is all we have left of hope, how sad.
In the pursuit of money we have lost who we are and who we could become. If the global monetary system recirculated financial digits then it would actually work. What actually happens is most of the successful exploit it to become richer and richer so that digits go to waste collected in their bank accounts.
It also puts a price on your life. How much are you worth to keep alive? If you can’t find work then you are probably worth very little. If you get sick and need help then few are likely to give that help. In a totally financial society all are ultimately given a pricetag and are shunned if that price isn’t much.
This is what history has lead us to. Wherever you are born you are priced and left to either survive or starve. This is survival of the fittest in action and you can see how it has twisted who we are as the leaders of all life on Earth. Each other, our tribe is now our competitor in the great game of working for money. The greatest tribe ever has become totally divided.
There’s no real goal in life any more other than to become rich. People choose money over family and soldiers take pay to do any act. The inventions of technology make it all worse, with less work needing to be done to satisfy our basic needs less people are getting paid for that work and the ranks of the homeless are forever swelled.
Money isn’t the worst idea we could have come up with. At least it keeps things moving and most of us fed. Though unemployment is like death so the pinnacle of evolution ends up as a drug fueled party with the poor knocking at the gate, wanting to get in. We’re trapped like that unless we accept who we really are and design society around that instead.
We need to start to comprehend that the rich are not our divine rulers. Most of them are scammers for goodness sakes. Just because they are excellent at making money does not mean we should worship them for as long as we do we put ourselves in a lower, subordinate position.
What if the money didn’t really exist? Then all would be deemed equal. Which is what we really are, just differently skilled. Putting a pricetag on your equals is where we give up any true progress in our emotional and mental evolution. We have sold our future, we have sold our evolution and our hearts.
The problem is money alone doesn’t match who we are as a species for the best possible future. Money in itself needs to be regulated. Basic common sense tells us that if we make a machine to take the work of many we should make sure the many defunct workers can still survive a life.
Those on the bottom of the competition between equals should be given buying power basically. If we really must continue with the idea of cash for a life then there should be a safety net for those left with none. Because what do you get if there is nothing to fall back on? Each one of us could end up homeless and starving, selling our bodies for a sniff of drugs just to cope with it.
Otherwise at every party in the future there will need to be locked doors and armed guards just to keep the poor out. Whilst the partygoers inside need to close off the love in their hearts for anyone not fortunate. That’s the future of humanity and survival here. The best our combined wisdom and armies could do.
The only other solution is to regulate finances. We don’t want to penalize the rich for being successful, that would take away everyone’s life goals of becoming rich. Yet they’re money making addicts who will cut down anyone who tries to stop that. Why don’t we give them a greater purpose to becoming rich? Why don’t we force them to do something worthwhile with their extra cash?
The population of Earth has a whole list of things that need to be done. Some countries don’t even have proper plumbing yet. This love we have of hiding wealth from each other by out-earning them leaves most parts of the world not worth living in. Until the entire world becomes a set of drug fueled parties with locks on the doors.
The best way out of it that I can see is to list every job that needs doing and put laws on how much can be put into savings each year by any businessman. Then force them to spend the extra they make on saving the world basically. Maybe it would make them happy to work for a better world rather than just their bank account. The fact is there needs to be a laws on money that accept base human nature for what it is and produce the best result for all life here out of that knowledge.
For only when each country is nice to live in for all will we ever have any peace and be free to walk our planet unharrased and unmolested. Simply selling out because we can’t think of a better idea actually makes the planet full of places the rich cannot go. Places where humans drag other humans through hell for the idea of money.
When each of us gives up on any better ideas and sells their life to money then they are also buying into the ways which money corrupts. They’re buying into all of it. Such as the idea doctors should refuse treatment to the sick if the sick are poor. They’re buying into the idea that third-world countries should stay third world countries. They’re buying into crack and heroin dealing because they’re just business ideas. All has been made fair play as long as produces a profit.
Though where really is the profit? To have a world you can’t walk and find friends in. To die outside a doctor’s surgery? Not regulating money leaves us with a crappy future where all is not wholesome. Where nobody is happy and all are alone when surrounded by a crowd. It’s just simply not worth the price. The leaders of the Eco-system should be more for the betterment of life not just to make it a battle between all life.
Our laws need to reflect who we are as a species and reflect both the positive and negative strengths of us with the actual result of those laws being directed towards the happiness of all. Making a profit out of curing illness is a good example of how we ended up so twisted. In order for the doctors to gain a good life out of becoming doctors they must let people suffer and die of simple illnesses? How was that a sensible idea?
It’s like our criminal justice systems. They’re very dated and ineffective at fighting crime. Throwing people in cells to spank their bottoms for becoming corrupt and doing negative things, it doesn’t stop the trauma they caused or teach them not to be corrupt. At the end of the day we need to learn to accept other people as people too. Criminals are human beings too. They know what went wrong with their lives and so they know how to prevent crime in others. That should be how we use them, rather than just traumatizing them into having to live out their life in a cell.
Our laws and the implementation of them are very dated and naive. If the idea is to stop crime from happening in the first place then they are as good as useless. In a world of sell outs there really is no reason to follow the lighter course of life. One may as well declare themselves a wolf and the rest of their species sheep and keep on killing and stealing their wool. We should reorganize society so that being nice and good is actually beneficial. This would be beneficial to all.
Which is how society should be structured, with the benefit of all in mind. With a future for all and of course a safety net of having a base value of being a human which isn’t fighting for your stuff in a back alley but of having a secure healthy life to fall back on if your business fails and some buying power to spend in that safety net. We need to bring in laws that give the safety net and spend our spare cash on renovating our own country and other countries to a healthy standard of living so that we do not need borders or locks on the doors of every party. So that it is possible to be happy without drugs because the world is a good place to be born into. To prevent crime and also to take away the need for it so that our streets are safe to walk and developments in technology do not make life worse for all but better.

3. The Soul
There’s a million different theories and ways to explain life as we know it. Spending your life begging a supreme being for everything is deemed normal and healthy. Though what if there is a supreme God and they don’t have any ability to help us? They would be trapped impotently watching us rape each other and tear each other apart.
It must be horrific to be an omnipotent creature. Despite all the boring everyday peaceful things that happen there must be much trauma to witness if you could witness the life of everything on sell out planet Earth.
Whatever God really is then they likely make sense as everything here appears to make sense. Magic seems to be something you have to do with technology. Basically all the fancy explanations of life cannot get past the fact that if you imagined 2+2=5 your fantasy never will come true because 2+2=4.

All life here may have a soul it may not. Souls don’t make financial sense so they are often discounted as a magical idea. That doesn’t have to be the end of the explanation of existence though. When energy leaves a body it’s not easy to get that energy to come back. If we have no soul then there really is no point as we are basically a bunch of automatic robots without even basic humane rights to our lives.
The life of a creature who does not procreate is basically a waste in that realm of thought. Though if they did have children their offspring would always have to procreate or their entire bloodline was a waste of time. The world is heading to crap without some changes in our structure so it’s unlikely your children’s children would be able to afford a Coca Cola just to stop themselves from dying of thirst. There’s no point in going on.
If it does require some sort of soul energy in order to make a life then that soul energy must be a part of this universe where nothing can be destroyed, it can only change forms. Everything is still here from the start of the Big Bang. Just in a different form. It would be the same for any soul energy. For time is only movement inside an eternal cause and effect universe. When a body dies their energy must change forms. We do not know enough to accurately say into what.
Being the soul of a human, if such a thing exists, then it must be pretty bad to be locked into a future and present where everything is for sale for money we cannot take beyond the grave. The time for reorganization of the species to make it worth living is soon. We must give our lives meaning because the meaning of life at the moment is it sucks and then you die.

Eric Dawson 20th/June/2016

Money and Machine

A while ago in England there used to be the ‘Poorhouses’, places where you would go if you couldn’t support yourself. There the poor would do menial hard labor in return for food. They were stuck there as there was nowhere else to go and no living to be made. Slaves to survival.

In modern day, the poor have no work to do and are left to beg donations.  The available work is drying up. Politicians direct our hatred for this towards immigrants. Immigrants, who are people too, are welcome into a society if they work high end jobs like being a doctor. It’s the competition for low skilled jobs that people don’t like. It’s a touchy subject when you are the one needing a low skilled job because you don’t have much money to live on as that is the only work you can get.

People say you need a job to be normal, to fit in. That’s a throwback to recent years, before technology became advanced enough to do the work of many. Back then there was a lot to be done. Ice, for example had to be delivered every day to keep the fridges cool. Just one of many jobs our advancement has taken away the need for. With the introduction of coding and computing we create the need for more work to be done making those. Once created they by their nature do not require a lot of work to run and are used to share information and digitized creations with effortless copying and recreations. Our creations create less work not more. That was the idea for them in the first place.

So what is the grandson of the man who delivered ice going to do for a job? How is he going to “fit in”. In Africa a village gold miner, a part of a team of people working in mud to find gold would likely refuse a gift of a trommel to do all the work for them because the people in the chain of workers wouldn’t have a job any more. So no friends and less happy people.

If the only way for the people around you to survive and love you is to refuse the use of technology then maybe we should break a few machines and have full employment. If everyone wants to be useful and fit in with their jobs and careers there needs to be something for everyone to do.

Those in work regard the poor as “other people”. They paint grins on their faces and try to keep their jobs. Each job is hotly contested. To fit in and be normal is getting rarer. Our advancement as a species has left the most useful thing for some people to do as being able to defend your stuff with a knife in a back alley.

And technology is progressing. Soon there will be very few who fit in and are normal. They’ll have to live amongst the homeless who are all over in sleeping bags under the porch of their second home. People think I’m nuts when I say everybody does not have the plot, society is unhealthy and insane. But how do you justify taking the use of someone away with a machine that somebody else made then telling those people they’re “other people” now?

The world is heading for mass unemployment where the use of technology is denied to those without work so they have to suffer hoping for donations. Yet in the future most of the rich will be unemployable also. So there’ll just be a mass of poor and a few rich all pumping the last few lucky enough to be useful and have work for everything they’ve got because they don’t want to lose their job and chance to get on the rich unemployed side. So all the work will be done by a pressured few and the rest will either be suffering and bored or in luxury and bored. What are we going to do with our time?

Well the mass of poor wont be able to afford to go enjoy many modern delights so bars, clubs and most recreation places will only be full of the rich layabouts, which makes even less work as there wont be a need for so many recreation facilities. That’s bad for the economy because the mass of poor wont be able to buy any new advances in technology the rich will become poorer as they can only sell to each other. That’s the crash that’s happening. Money doesn’t work when technology is involved. And that technology is spreading everywhere. Immigrants didn’t take your job, they just wanted to be somewhere more civilized. The politicians are merely distracting everybody from the problem of money mixed with technology.

It’s making us gradually worse off and the problem will escalate until we all have to be evicted from our homes and sleep in sleeping bags in front of them. A cosmic joke that’s already well in the workings today. A stubborn species that is slow on the uptake. We have two choices: A, to choose to continue headfirst into this path where all the work you put into your child’s education was to leave them unemployed and likely not able to use basic recreation facilities in their dim future. Or B, to start to understand that we are losing our usage as humans for labor and to learn to live without that labor. Perhaps even sharing our recreation and getting to know each other.

The obvious way to fix it would be to give the unemployed an amount of money that made them financially supportive of the society. Which would be similar to Communism, although you could have the freedom to choose what you spent your state money on and the rich could vie for business supremacy. Doing it this way would create lots of jobs and comfort for all with lower crime rates. Most people would feel useless though they will find creativity somewhere, new things will be created and they wont be suffering and starving in the cold.

It’s that or stress each other out all day long as the world goes to shit because we had a good idea and created it and it was good and useful but stigma made us all keep the good stuff away from each other until there was only a few left enjoying it and nobody liked them.

Unemployment, coming to you soon, after that you wont have a say.

Eric Dawson 24th/March/2016

Something out of Nothing – the 42 Machine

How do you get something out of nothing? How do you create matter and conscious life? If you’re God, how do you create yourself? What could there have been back in time that created our working universe? Why does anything exist at all?

We can tell that there has been success in this area because we are a part of this success and existing consciously within a part of all that is everything ever. We are here so something was created out of nothing. The universe exists where it could not have existed. Something somewhere worked to make something out of nothing and the proof is the experience of life within our universe.

But how? Why is there even such a backbone to reality such as gravity? Why is mathematics possible and why do the Laws of Thermodynamics keep all the molecules, atoms and quarks bonded together? The easy answer is a higher power such as God made everything work. Yet God needs a mind to function at the least in order to figure out that gravity would be a good idea. Yet how did God get the brain for that idea?

Well, we need to first figure out the minimum requirements that it would take in order for any universe to exist. The Weak Anthropic Principle is a theory which states that if the universe were completely diverse and different everywhere that at some place intelligent life would be born randomly and we shouldn’t be surprised to be that one of those intelligent life-forms existing within it. This theory does not rule out a God for perhaps the diversity of everything requires a Higher Power in order for the conscious life to be created. This theory is almost logically accurate however everything in every diversity cannot exist somewhere. You cannot just expect everything to be everywhere as the universe all around us and all our sciences state that things only exist that are physically possible.

So the missing link of the Weak Anthropic Principle is that only existence that is rational is possible.  Which means that this universe we share exists sensibly so to speak. It has a structure and started somewhere.  How did it even form a structure or gain abilities such as gravity? Why am I living in this body and under all the universe’s laws? How did it become so real and so hard to survive  when alternatively there could never have been anything in existence ever at all?

Now that we have become the most tactile species to exist we actually can each make a great impact over reality here. We cannot seem to change the rules of this reality yet we can move mountains within it if we so wished. Each one of us changes millions of things in just the air as we breath one breath. Add that to the fact we can alter each others’ goals in life we can become anything we dream, within the realms of the laws of this universe. What makes it so hard is that what came before us was not ideal. Evolution made inevitable mistakes as we all do giving us physical weaknesses but that still got us to the point we could become conscious Homo-sapiens. The natural progression of the inventions of technology and of the learning of this universe from a point that we knew nothing and with only the emotional bodies and minds of Homo-sapiens to do it with has caused all our main problems. We are not often rational and that was inevitable given our beginnings.

We know it’s not ideal and that it is hard to live here on Earth yet we keep on trying. Just as Dinosaurs must have done. They were destroyed and their howls lost, yet it allowed a pathway for our more versatile species to one day exist. The point is that at one time before everything changed into the present day there was a present day with Dinosaurs running around thinking their own thoughts. We can tell from the real evidence around us that before us there was them, just as we are conscious enjoying the now they were once conscious too. Which also adds to the considerations of universe creation the fact that time itself is required.  How can we be sure? Because we are at the front of time changing things in the now and all records show that it seems to have been the same for those before us.

Time happens at different rates around us. It seems to be more related to the speed of your movement how you perceive it. Also it depends on the fabric of your mind as the experience of it varies depending if you were on hallucinogenic drugs or sleeping. Yet no matter how out of our head we get the clocks on the Earth tick at the same time because on the surface of the Earth all is moving at the same speed allowing the cogs of the clock to move to record similar times. As we move together we age together and the limits of our brain chemicals also move to allow thought via the process of the movement of the chemicals and energy within our brains. The question being if other planets move at different speeds, does that alter their experience of time? The answer being that all the planets exist in the present. There is only  the now to experience. If you traveled to a slower planet and came back your clocks may say you have lost time and are returning to the future. Yet what is really happening is you just went to a place where you existed slower, your clocks could only move at that slow rate and you are returning to the same Earth in the same present day but the Earth would have been moving faster so more things happened; including their clocks moving faster to say that you have returned to a future date and time. Time is an explanation of our movement. We can sense it has a history and a present. The entire universe lives in the now and the now was once the then, much came to be before us and it all had to happen by movement within a logical set of universal rules.

This universe is constructed practically, was there any sense behind those rules? If a tree falls in the woods and nothing is there to experience it, did it really fall? Well if there were no life in the universe to experience it falling then it may not have happened. A million separate universes that never had life in them could have existed, or could not have. Yet if life were born later into the universe and found the remains of the tree then it did fall. Basically if there is no such thing as a basic bodily sense in existence and no such thing as a conscious mind feeling that sense ever in a universe’s entire existence then that tree never fell, there was no point to the particular universe’s creation as it was never experienced  by anything not even itself.

Theoretically there could be trillions of other universes just like ours in existence right now yet they may as well not because they will never have the content to give them any form of meaning, without even an leaf born they would never grow. Yet how can they even exist without something to give them gravity and thermodynamics? Our birth into this universe gives everything that came before it vindication so to speak. We were eventually born and saw that the tree really did fall in the woods a lot of time (movement) ago. We can tell from the fact we are here burning the oil it made. Basically, without life there’s no point to a universe. Which means that a universe needs life in order to feel and think and observe its own existence. We are the eyes and minds in this part of the universe.

So, in order to create the most basic universe we need a basic framework of the Laws of Thermodynamics, we need life within it in order for it to ever have any meaning or noticeable substance. We need movement of course and to put it all together we need matter.

Yet where does matter come from? This universe has a Periodic Table of Elements.  Over time and with the physics of this universe this chart states the elements likely to be created. Yet there being such a thing as matter at all is a stretch of the imagination. Where did it come from in the first place before the Big Bang? It’s literally something out of nothing.

The truth is it doesn’t have to be as real as we feel it to be, what if it’s only as real as it needs to be in order for us to experience it and ourselves as real? If you made a simulation of a person living in a room on a computer and that computer was powerful enough to give that sprite consciousness. If you put physical limits to that sprite within the simulation  in order for it to gain that consciousness one day, such as giving the simulation gravity then the sprite would experience life under gravity. Such a consciousness could then be given the power within that simulation to fly and do magic because it’s just a simulation. However that simulation would have to have a back-story. The structure of the  computer would have to be invented and also the programming knowledge to make such a hacked life for the sprite.

So what is our back-story? If we live in a simulation then how did our computer get made? We know that such a backbone to this universe does exist because we live within it and it feels real to us and is real to us. Our creation and observations of it justify its existence by our becoming conscious. We make the history of all the changes that came before of value by comprehending it (the universe) and we give meaning to the whole en-devour with our consciousnesses living inside it; trees all fell in the woods as did all the collapsing and exploding of stars before us. Yet how did it all begin before the now was created? How do you get matter and physics out of nothing at all? If you need some intelligence to do that then where out of nothing did that come from?

It is a paradox that anything exists at all. Yet there is a way around that. If we were to create a computer so powerful that the energy within it quickly becomes conscious. What would happen if it asked itself such questions? What if it tried to figure out how to make a set of variables in a virtual program that once set in motion would result in the creation of another quantum computer within the simulation that repeated this process. In effect all this universe needs to exist is this thought within a mind smart enough. A dream of existence made a reality with pure energy,the inevitable recreation of the same dream being made real within that reality. An infinite back loop of dreams that become whole one on top of the other.

The universe needs intelligent life in it to not be a tree that never fell in the woods universe so we would exist as separate parts of the computer that had free will and are necessary to the creation. All that life experiences on Earth is perhaps predetermined by our DNA and the mix of stimuli we are challenged with in the now. We always end up making the same decisions based on who we are and that always results in the creation of a higher intellect by our society. Each of us a predetermined sub-routine inside a super intellect’s mind who’s life is essential for the creation of said mind. If that’s true then every single thing we do ends up helping the universe be created to make the fabric of the universe possible. We are predictable just like physics.

It doesn’t feel like that, though that could be a part of the equation. We exist at the front of movement/time and if this computer exists only in the simulation of creating itself then we have become a conscious part of it by the movement of much matter and energy before us within the simulation. If this is true, our free-will is predictable and made our fates happen by who we are. We were always going to become who we are now and that might be possible with a predetermined life and DNA. Just the same way the computer God figure would be recreating itself; it gives birth to itself by fate.

The evidence of existing within the present at all means we are on the cusp of the wave of this equation’s simulation as it develops forever. We may always all be predictable, the fact we do it in a real universe makes it worthwhile with the effect of free-will, albeit predictable. The question is if we are a simulation that one day moves matter and energy into a pattern that creates God, then is God even conscious yet? If God becomes conscious in the future and completes this same equation than begets another equation just the same then what will God do once the supreme intelligence is successfully created within its simulation?

Well once God has successfully created itself then God is free and so are our souls from this mission. I assume some heaven scenario may be possible. A heaven/eden scenario for the humans on planet Earth is even possible with our new technologies today. If we all take our heads out of our asses and the inevitable battles we have caused to each other then we could easily turn Earth around into a luxury resort for conscious sub-processes of God’s mind to be born and be happy.

We are obviously not quite yet at that point or even at the point we could make a mind possible of simulating an entire reality. It would be nice if some aliens had done it for us though the way it looks to me we’re the ones doing all the fucked up lifetimes necessarily. It’s so basic and ignorant here, it must be the past! In a manner of speaking.
Humans hard at work for the fabric of reality, God and the fabric of their own souls until we need work no more and are free to experience the result of what had to happen to make those. This could why we live such weird lives and how they came to be needed for existence to exist.


Eric W Dawson 23rd/Dec/2015

Psychiatry for the Human Species

     It is my intent in this work to present to you pure common-sense. As much common-sense as I can manage.  The reason for that is, if you can see the light of Truth (and by Truth I mean common-sense). Then you will end up a saner, stronger person who at least knows what is going on.  Read at your own risk or look away and why not look away from yourself too, because you’re just getting in the way of the progress of the species.  There are people out there who don’t want to be insane and your blind insanity is preventing them from growing the boundaries of what we can do as a species and your blind insanity is also going to destroy the lives of many children and their children.  Such is the “human condition”.  We are doomed to repeat our mistakes forever and ever.  Because all the insane people are too weak to read a few thoughts and have an honest session of thought to themselves.

     I have a lot to say, there is a lot I have figured out. And for your information it was a grueling experience figuring it all out. And it has left me in a state of clarity which I don’t appreciate. This work hopefully will be like cleaning your glasses up to a fine shine, and then you will vomit because you can see all the mistakes all over the world.  To see the human condition clearly is a pain in the ass. The alternative of not trying to see where you are and what you are doing wrong. Well, that one is on you, it’s not my fault if you want your view of the world to be a lie and pointless.

     The first thing you need to know is that the species is insane.  It is not just you it’s everybody.  And there are many levels of insanity.  You can get neuroses like Obsessive Compulsive Disorder , which is where you over think your way into a strangled mess in your mind. You can get medical issues like Schizophrenia, which will make you crazy even if you’re not even trying to be.  However the first and greatest insanity on Earth is thinking you are sane.
     At least poeple in mental hospitals are doing it honestly. However all their nurses and doctors are forcing their patients into what they think is real when they don’t really know themselves.  I’m not saying modern psychiatry is pointless because of that.  No, modern psychiatry helps a lot of people cope in a world that is packed full of insane humans.  The mentally ill of us, the ones that act out are just people who struggle to swim in bullshit and live happy lives in bullshit. Mainly because they don’t like the smell.

     You may think and feel that you really have your ‘head in the game’ and you know what is going on.  That is your first mistake.  The ability to think clearly is not something you get at birth.  Proper thought is very complicated.  You have to be humble if you’re ever going to be any good at it. And if you think you know what is going on and you are not humble.  Then you will get as far as jumping over the first hurdle. Then you will spend the rest of your natural life mentally masturbating yourself and congratulating yourself about stepping over this hurdle. You may even shout about this hurdle to the world.  Yet what if you were completely wrong about that hurdle?
     Certainty is our greatest failure in thought.  Every word I write carries the disclaimer that: I may be wrong about everything.  Why though? Well I will explain. A basic noobie thought process would be to think about an issue and then choose the solution that most matches what you think and feel.  That is where you are going wrong. Because you are not looking at the issue from all angles.  So you only see one side of it.  You do that because you are not humble enough to properly think.  Your ego interfears with your decision making abilities.  Ego’s are a neuroses (mentall illness) in themselves if you ask me. They’re just a trick you play on yourself to feel good enough about yourself to live your daily life.  Which is why if you want to be a good thinker and to see things clearly you must be humble. Those who make the big important decisions that effect us all in this world are mostly ego-maniacs and insane. They are like that because life told them to be this way.

     When I say life told them to be this way, I mean that they cannot think outside of the box. Which is the same thing as not being able to think at all.  Because if you only react to all the experiences you have had in your lifetime, which is the obvious thing to do if you’re a creature on Earth.  Then you only end up thinking the thoughts the experiences told you to think, and the thoughts you have are just what you brain would naturally do after being presented with those experiences. You are just like a pinball bouncing around from one thing to the next.  If you cannot think outside of the box there is little difference in your thought processes to the thought processes of a computer program.  You are on autopilot.
     To think outside of the box, first you need to find a way of not being on autopilot.  To do that you need to think in ways that are not natural to you.  Such as being humble for example.  If you’re never humble and spend your days working on your ego neuroses and calling the rest of your teammates ‘sheep’ as if you were some sort of wolf character, well basically all you will ever amount to is becoming an insane wolf like computer program that will run its course and then die. That is a very normal thing to do.

     What is normal? Well, normal is being able to feel healthy in a completely unhealthy place full of lies and ignorance.  To adapt to it perfectly is to be what people call “normal”.  And it’s the furthest thing from the meaning of the world possible.  That is a fine example of how insane people are.  The lives they think they lead are the opposites to the actual reality of their lives.  And that is one of the reasons why we have pain and suffering all over.

     People struggle in life so hard, poeple struggle to get by well and live their lives well because Earth these days is a dangerous and crazy place. However I have noticed that all the pain and suffering excluding natural disasters, is preventable. We don’t need to do any of it, or endure any of it. There’s no value in continuing what I call pain-sharing.  Just about all of our problems can be solved by us if enough of us start to talk sense, common-sense.

     Though you don’t really stand a chance of ever being able to do that.  The biggest problem you have is society will keep you busy working and not give you any time to think.  The other great problem is society is designed to feed you things that are lies from when you are very little, all the way until you are adult and then it will “educate” you with even more lies all the way into your grave.
     I am not lying, the evidence is clear to anyone with even a shred of common sense.  This vast diverse mix of cultures on Earth all share the common bond that they are crazy and ignorant.  You will find things that are abborant to common sense all over the world and in most every human being, it is hard not to let it get into your head and make your decisions for you.  Your only chance to make up your own mind is to have doubt and common-sense.   At the end of the day we are all free in our own minds. We all have a chance to decide for ourselves.  However your chances are made lower because there are people who profit and feel like happy wolf computer programs, and these people decide how you should think and live your lives for you.  They actively work to keep people stupid and lost because that makes them wealthy and in control.

     Now these people I feel very sorry for. They are completely incapable of common sense. They are the maddest amongst us. And that is quite something to be that crazy.  They live their lives feeling in control and in comfort.  The rest of the species worships them for their money. However money is not real, it is something we are taught to give value to by these people who have lots of it. Yet these poeple are so mentally ill and lost on their money making mission in life, their pursuit of power basically, because they know full well money isn’t real. These people are so lost and do so much damage to our progress as a species, that the effect is they are causing intellectual genocide all the time. At least poor people who fuck each other over are doing it because they were taught by their experiences in life to do such mean things.  But for the “powerful” who control policy, it is worse and so pathetic. Imagine being a creature born to this universe and causing so much damage to all the life around you in a state of complete insanity with no reason whatsoever to get sane at all. The rich and powerful are the most lost amongst us.
     For example, is it common sense for you to watch your best friend starve and die in front of you when you could have prevented it. Imagine there is a rich man driving past some homeless people who are starving to death. Now imagine if that rich man didn’t have his money and one of the homeless people outside of his car is someone who would make a perfect best friend for him.  The rich man cannot bear to give up his imaginary money. So any freindship they could possibly make would be sadly and badly warped by the differences in wealth him and his would-be best friend have between them.  But it’s worse than that. The rich man will never get out of his car, he will drive by, and his homeless best friend who in other circumstances would have laid down his life to protect his friend will die in the gutter never having known his friend.
     The rich people of Earth are just the same as you and me. There’s no need to hate on them. Only pity them.  Material comforts are not the be all and end all of this world.  The main reason for that is we are genetically designed not to appreciate them. 1000 years ago everyone had to work harder just to exist. Even the rich kings had to go fight wars and die of diseases.  The immense pleasure a king from 1000 years ago would feel from living in a regular modern house from this age would be amazing to them. Televisions for example are amazing. The tv shows on them are amazing also. Macdonald’s to a 1000 year old king would blow his mind.  As would a power shower and a spice rack (spices were rarer then because the didn’t grow everywhere and everyone had to carry them by wind powered ship).  Yet do those of you living in a regular modern house consider yourselves royalty?   Not many do even though they live in the lap of luxury. Imagine if it was a poor person from 1000 years ago even!
     So there you have the problem that we are genetically designed not to appreciate life. Maybe the reason is we cannot get satisfaction from all our amazing inventions.  Because we are insane. It is hard to value anything when you’re a human being, but at least you can know you should be valuing it but you cant.  That is better than ignoring your luxurious lifestyle completely.  however even if you did appreciate things a tiny bit you would still end up having problems in this modern society because everything we seem to know and be sure about is based on bullshit.  And that causes problems. It would on any planet.  And the very sad thing is the way we are heading we will be able to colonize other worlds one day. All this technology is great and all but it’s no easy cure for not being sane and you will likely run into grief because of that.
     People always say how wise the Native Americans were because they lived with the land and not against it. The reason is the Clovis, the first tribe of Native Americans who were just like us and made many species extinct because they were so good at killing them and eating them.  They learned in the end I assume that greed doesn’t sustain life.  In fact it just drains resources until your tribe is in a major crisis.  If we go into space and ‘let these bankers off the planet’ then their lack of common-sense will just end up making life shit for everyone else.  And the sum of all their accomplishments in life will be that they were born, they were insane, they died. Although I could be wrong.  Maybe even a rich man with the future technology to live forever and heal their bodies of all illnesses and aging.  Maybe that rich man would have enough time to figure some Truth out.  By that time they would likely be very very old because when you’re rich there is absolutely no reason to think sensibly.  And one of the worst things in existence I think would be to regret your entire life and to have done so much damage when you were lost that you cannot fix it or make amends.  And then to live forever regretting that.

     One of the great benefits of having common-sense in your thought processes is that you do not regret things.  Because you know you gave it your all and you gave everything in life an honest try.  You cannot regret things you did when you were trying your best to get it right.  Failing in life like the rich often do is different.  When they fail they had all the opportunities you could need and they just ended up damaging the world for no reason.
     And now comes the unpleasant task of explaining how “evil” does not exist.  It would be nice if the universe had things such as good and evil in it.  It would be nice and simple and you could just take that first idea that feels right as explained before, and explain all the shit things happening to you as “evil”.  However the saddest thing I ever learned was that it wasn’t any great evil power causing all the pain.  No, it is just a natural consequence of our species being born from nature.  Nature isn’t about the whys and meaning of things.  Nature is only about survival of the fittest and raising the complexity of life of Earth that way.
     What we see and call an “evil” man or woman, well those mean people are just a product of their environment.  That environment being one of insanity and without common-sense.  For those people to genuinely be what we think of as “evil”, well first that mean person would have to understand life properly and understand themselves properly, and then turn around and say I am going to do this nasty act and I am going to cause pain.  Yet what is actually occurring in a common-sense and more accurate description is there is someone acting on an impulse to do mean things.  And then they do the mean things.  They cause harm and loss.
     Would you call an unrepentant serial pedophile “evil”?  You probably would if you met them because that would be the first thought in your head and without any healthy level of doubt.  Yet to me that is just a very unhealthy person who may be totally beyond saving.  The reason they rape the children is because nature gave them a sex drive. Most men need to orgasm regularly.  To not do so builds a high level of rampant lust inside them.  However in their sexual fantasies if they have low self esteem they cannot picture a grown woman being their sex toy because they feel (and maybe correctly) that a grown woman would not do such things with them and then they cannot orgasm.  So their mind turns to a child who cannot resist.
     And then the fantasies lead to the horrific reality of them actually raping a child. Something to a child that is worse than genocide. And it happens all over the world because of this.  It’s happening right now to many innocent children and it is driving me up the wall in frustration/anger/misery and it stops me being able to be happy with my life on Earth.  And it will until the end of my days here. It’s just a natural consequence of humans being born of nature with a high sex drive to continue the speices properly.  Yet nature is not capable of giving every person or any person high sexual self esteem.  
      The Rape.  All the rapes in history of which were trillions.  All those rapes and all that heartfelt torture was inevitable.  It was always going to happen with our genepool.  And is the real price of Humanity and the real cost of having a universe where intelligent life could form.  And we are still paying that price because we wish with our defensive egos to remain ignorant and insane and lost.  And it get’s even worse when you look at it closer.  For the rapist and their chance of being sane and happy and fully content with themselves is destroyed when they commit the rape.  They are causing themselves as much psychological damage by doing it as the child suffers by enduring it. Yet they do not understand that.  Why would they when they are raised in a society with little to no common-sense?
      For “evil” to genuinely exist. The rapist would have to understand life and not just be acting on an impulse to cause harm.  They would have to understand the consequences of their actions, including their future life without proper self-esteem.  And they would have to understand life enough to understand the suffering they are causing to an innocent child. And they would have to understand what it is like to be an innocent child.  People only commit “evil” acts because they don’t understand what they are doing. Not to mention that anybody who understands common-sense would know that the act in itself is more damaging for everyone than it is productive and therefore be a stupid and unwise act.  It would take a very wise person to genuinely do EVIL and not just be some stupid fool who has a drive in them to commit harm or loss.

     However a wise person is incapable of committing “evil” because they are wise. They are not stupid. For a wise person to commit mean acts means they were not wise in the first place. There’s really no reason to do such things. The universe isn’t all that awful when you understand it.  It is certainly not “evil” as it is impossible to be evil, only ignorant and lost and unwise. What we have instead is pain-sharing, which will go on for as long as we raise our children to be insane and live in a world made of bullshit.  I call it pain-sharing because we are not actually competing against each other. There is no Survival of the Fittest for Humanity now we have dominated the animal kingdom.  We are and always will be just a team.  A team that hates each other enough to lose every single game.  Because again, we don’t understand this, we are lost and divided and feel isolated from our teammates and that naturally results in us not having a nice time in our lifetimes.  Nature I am assuming and may be wrong, is at the peak of its evolutionary abilities and with all this super high technology of the human body and brain it wants to create something that is not Survival of the Fittest, but something better. To make something that is more than the sum of nature’s parts. To actually have a part of itself that can see the world and understand it.
     I witness a lot of fuzzy thinking in this day and age as to what reality is. People are so divided in our team that many of us are not quite sure that other people are real.  And they think that their imaginations have a real effect on life on Earth and can change it.  Which is just another side of crazy in this world full of insane people.  The reason they feel that way about reality is because each Human Being on Earth is not born with omnipotent senses.  We only see so much and hear so much and smell so much and think so much.  We are all limited.  It takes trust in other Human Beings in the team to share common experiences and from them determine that they are merely observing the same things just in different ways.  Just because there are several opinions of what a tree is, for example. It doesn’t mean the tree is not there.  In fact all their differing opinions as to what the tree is are just opinions and here’s the real thing they are missing in their egotistical insane thought processes: if everyone sees a tree, even a computer sensor and the dog peeing against it. Maybe all of that positive data from all those different sensors means that there might be a tree there!  In fact it is Very likely there is one.
     Quantum physics aside, the end result is a tree.  It is what we have to work with and is the reality we have.  It would be very nice to be a noobie thinker and come to self-serving conclusions such as there are many parallel universes where they live all sorts of different lives.  However that’s obviously someone drawing conclusions who deeply regrets the way they spent their lifetime.  And no matter how many maths you do what we seem to have here by data from trillions of sensors is that we have a stable reality here that has been stable for some time.
     There is a theory called the Weak Anthropic Principle which basically says that if there is a a part of all of everything that ever could possibly exist where there was a place where an intelligent species could form.  Then we should not be surprised to be an intelligent being in existence.  That is why you are here.  By saying this reality is stable and practical and that magic and miracles are completely impossible without faking them with technology, I am not saying there is nothing else to existence.  ‘There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.’ A quote from the play Hamlet by Shakespeare.  Something that is True for everyone and likely will always be True.
      There are True things here.  There are things we can put our hands on and put into use because they are True and real. Such as mathematics.  Just because we don’t know what God is or IF God is, doesn’t mean there aren’t many many things that we know of as True and real.  We just don’t know all of it yet.  How would we?  We’re still raping our children for goodness sakes!  We’re ignorant.  Yet we can find things that are real and use them to find more things that are real. Before the Information Age of Mankind we were basically running on trial and error.  With a LOT of error.  Now we know better what we have to work with and we have the opportunity to not be all error all of the time.  There may be other universes, there may be life after death, yet the one resounding thing I’m noticing is that they would all have to make sense in order to exist.  Your imagination is yours are you are free in your mind, yet when you feed it to other people you are likely going to cause harm and loss.  Because you are giving people tools for life created from bullshit.


Nick Eliot  02/11/2014